My Smile Hides

My smile hides

So much

But look into my eyes

And tell me you see

The same thing you see on the outside

My smile hides my pain

My smile hides my hurt

My smile hides

The constant days of living in fear

People see the smile on the outside

And think I’m automatically fine

But look into my eyes

And tell me you see

The same thing you see on the outside

My smile hides my insecurities

My smile hides my brokenness

My smile hides my

Constant fear of getting hurt

People see the smile on the outside

And think I’m happy

But the truth is I’m not

I just don’t want you to know

I just don’t want you to think

Different of me

I just don’t want you to

Hurt me because of my weakness

I don’t want you to tell me the same things

Other people tell me

And me be speechless